A New Beginning

So last night me and some friends decided to go get wings and I was excited cause you can't go wrong with bdubs right? So I ordered 20 wings and ate 16 .-. I went so over my good budget for the day which was disappointing but I'm back on the grind today! Had a peanut butter sandwich and a large coffee with only vanilla creamer. Which is pretty nice and not super sweet. Only sugar was from the creamer itself. Thinking about lunch and what I'm going to have today. I haven't worked out yet but I do want to so I'm gonna try and work out today after team practice.

So I didn't post yesterday because work was just eh and I wanted to end the day so I went straight to bed. Anyways, I ALMOST made my calorie goal. I ate Oreo's with milk before and out of conscious I ate 2 extra cookies which is only 140 more calories than my goal but I still feel bad for doing it. It was rough, I got really hungry during work and I just felt like collapsing so I'm thinking I need to find meals that will make me feel full cause I couldn't hold up. Had to eat something with low calories that would get me through the last hour and a half before lunch. Today though I'm doing a lot better I had 3 eggs, a banana, and an orange for breakfast and that was 300 calories. Only water so far. Had some left over hamburger helper, 1 cup was 300 calories so I had one and some Mexican bread. I do regret the Mexican bread because it had a lot of sugar, but from mistakes we learn. For now that's all Ill come back with an update tonight or tomorrow morning! See yo...

I got out of work about an hour ago, but during those last 30 mins as I was washing the dishes I was thinking to myself. There's so much I could do to be better. Ill admit my self confidence has gone up some and I do feel like I'm some what attractive... If I lost some weight maybe then maybe I could go up and talk to girls. So I told myself, you know what today is my last day. Starting tomorrow, everything will change and I will be a different person. Ill admit its gonna be hard for me to do this and I will fail but I will continue. So as I sit here and enjoy these last couple Oreo's everything is gonna be different. So as of right now... See you in the next post!